Lately, I've been thinking about what it means to be completely dependent. A dictionary definition of dependance is: a person who relies on another person for support (especially financial support).
Ding, ding! That's exactly where God has me--completely dependent. It would be really easy for me if the Lord would show me His plans for me next year and provide the funds for my upcoming trip, but that's not His plan. Sometimes I think that if only He would write it in the sky, or send me an e-mail I would be so much better off! I'm willing to follow His plan, I just don't know what it is! But He wants me on my knees, completely dependent on him. Relying on Him for my every move, and knowing that He is the only one that can provide what I need. God has been teaching me what it means to rest in Him, and Him alone for my needs and wants, and it has been so good! It's indescribable the peace He has given me, but I'm loving it!
"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness by evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
Phillipians 4:4-7
There's a song by Audrey Assad titled "Restless" and the chorus has been on my mind a lot lately:
And I'm Restless, I'm Restless
'Till I rest in you, 'til I rest in You
I'm Restless, I'm restless
'Till I rest in You, 'til I rest in you
Oh God, I wanna rest in You
How true! God, I am restless until I rest in You!
Well lastly, I'm ready for Kenya! I am so excited. Official Countdown: 60 days, 7 hours, 15 min, and 15 seconds!! We have a complete team of 9 going: Lauren, Virginia, Rachel, Rebecca, Travis, Jacob, Corey, Justin, and Myself. I'm ready to go, and ready for God to use me in Kenya. I encourage you to pray for Imbumi and Martha, the ministry they are doing, and that we can be an encouragement to them. I found this video, and it should help and provide some more information on the ministry I will be serving this summer, and what they are all about. Please take the time and listen to what God is doing in Kibera!![]() |
| Imbumi & Martha Makuku's Family |


Thanks for that video! I'm going to post it as well if you don't mind : )
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